I just realized that Shea had included Korn’s See You on the Other Side in the collection of CD’s he gave me when he moved out
I had the Chopped, Screwed, Live and Unglued version when I was in middle school but I never physically had the original album

My internal 13 year old fangirl is screaming

I flirt with suicide
Sometimes kill the pain
I can always say ‘It’s gonna be better tomorrow’ 

- Falling Away From Me; Korn

Time is ticking, It makes me feel content with what I have inside
Constant paranoia surrounds me, Everyone I see is out to get me 　
So I fall face down in a rut I can’t seem to get out of
Please wake me, please give me some of it back the feelings I had 　

- Let’s Get This Party Started; Korn

I don’t know why I’m so fucking cold. I don’t know why it hurts me. All I wanna do is get with you and make the pain go away.

(Source: pitbullover)

You see beauty, I see pain
You see sky and I see acid rain 

I’m surprised I don’t have scars from the time I tried to carve “Korn” into my ankle when I was 14

Still haven’t heard Korn’s new album

Started listening to some tracks
So far so good